It's early on a sunday morning Ju and I thought I'd write here that Arsenal totally thrashed Spurs yesterday! Also the walk we did in July? Our 'Jubug' Exmoor walk? It raised over £350.00. Your dad has been up helping to fix the roof etc., bloody thing is still leaking! I know you know all this already darling and that Rube is having her jabs for Thailand. I just wanted to put it down on here. It's mid November so thoughts are turning to the festive season; our second without you Ju. It feels so very painful that you still aren't here. I miss you so much - some days I think I will never get through this, I'm back at work next week after a long sick leave. Wish me luck darling. I'll take you with me. Always. Ne Oublie. xxxx