Hi dad, well as you probably all ready know then i am looking for a job...please dont be angry for leaving my old one. i hated the boss...she was rusian and you know what they say about them, well you probably dont know what they say about them, but im sure you would have found something...its my birthday exactly a month today and im dreading not seeing you on it...its going to be very strange and lonely! i hopeyou liked the balloons and lanterns on your birthday and i hope you liked the flowers and ballons i put on your grave! i love you dad and i miss so much...i think about you alot lately infact i think about you every day. i hope your ok up there...love you lots and lots and lots dad xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx